Hayley, I am Sorry…
I have to say I am sorry for being MIA for the past little while. We have had some big stressors going on at home and in my life.
We live in an apartment building and I recently found out that other apartments in the build on the other side and on different floors have some unwanted visitors. This is hard for me to say because I feel there is a such a negative stigma but I am going to share. 2 Apartments on the 3rd and 4th floor have bed bugs. From what I have read and been told (as I can not look at those website without beginning to have an anxiety attack) is that this is very common right now across North America. None the less I feel uncomfortable in my home.
My landlord has informed us that we do not have them. Which has eased my mind slightly although I still worry. That’s what I do. I have not been posting because I have been home very little.
Also, this week (Wednesday) I had a Colonoscopy and an Endoscopy which was a HORRIBLE experience. The doctors are still trying to figure out what causes the horrid pain I have every so often and why I have to go to the bathroom so frequently. I have to Thank Ellie for being there for me and for making me soup when she brought me home!!
Yet I am feeling a bit better, and I am looking forward to sharing more of my successes…
I have been going to the gym regularly as well… more on that to come!
This is an apology to myself for letting my demons get the best of me. I am a clean and healthy happy person. For a couple weeks I did not feel that way. From time to time you may see more of these posts. Its a way for me to address my inner concerns and get to the root of my problem.
How do you cope with stressors? Do you keep a journal?? Are you willing to share your weakness??